When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.'

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ?When can I see him ?'

The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'

Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?'

The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son ? One ofthe nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university.'

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through hi s thickred curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair ?' the nurse asked.

Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the universityfor study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.' She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could.'

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house.She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock ofhis hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model carsand other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, criedherself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said :

'DearMom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You'. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy soyou won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room andold stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon asI got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time tosee everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And,you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when Isaw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD ! Andguess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to writeyou a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom ? God handed me somepaper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I thinkGabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter offto you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?' 'God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone elsethis is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool ? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'msure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because Icouldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurtso much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery ! How about that ?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

gosh... todae i took half day off... in the morning.. work was so hectic lar... my customer.. got this direct import to customer permises... open top container with overheight by more that 1m... so many arrangement.. some more need police escort... and vessel delay too... so sure kanna storage rental... haha.. power...

left office after lunch... went to nus for interview for this degree course.... Industrial System Engineering (ISE).. went for a haircut before that.. cut @ TeamSalon @ vivo... wow... cost me $32 lar... for those ppl who will see me in the next few days.. better sae it's nice ya!!! otherwise...............

the interview session only lasted for 10-15mins lor.. talk abt my poly commitment and academic stuffs.. and they told me that if i were to enter.. i will need to attend some bridging modules in engineering.... now in case u're like my sotong friend sally toh... these 'bridging' modules is not on BRIDGE!! haha.. they are extra modules that focus on engineering topics... yup...

after tat went to alpha spore office @ novena to collect the Planetshakers worship concert tickets.. woot... these priority entry tickets can only be use before 7.15pm.. that means even thou concert start @ 7.30.. needa reach before 7.15.. ok let's meet up @ 6.30/45....

rite.... and i was scanning thru my past yiss photos.. check these 2 photos!!! haha~ 4-5yrs ago de! i'll post the recent ones another time.. enjoy the past first!!! chubby chubby little brats!!! haha.. :P

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Tuesday, April 01, 2008

( fine now.. @ 10:41 PM )

alrite.. i'm better now le... after chatting w rong hui and aiting abt it.... well dont want to talk abt it any more.. so ya...

thank God..

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